I am like a koala bear

It's raining heavily outside
and I am sitting in front of the computer
chatting with friends on msn
there are books besides me
I want to read them for long
however I am too sick for reading
the words fly in the air when I read
so
given up

want to go for a walk or sth like that
the rain ruined my plan
so weak to move
and so awake to sleep
so painful for my throat to talk
poor me

cannot read
cannot eat
cannot run
cannot talk

I miss you dear
I want a hug
a great hug