security crisis

It's been almost 3 years after my graduation,
but nothing really impressing has been done.
Isn't it disappointing?
Does media suits me? or anything else in the world suits me?
These questions rose in my mind during these days, after my busy weeks.
remember the psychology test about 9 categories of characters...
being no. 2 , is it true that what I need is only to love sb. and to be loved?
It's so tired to think for the future for a security-demanded taurus like me.


--one month before birthday...quarter-life-crisis.......