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Once you have the particular kind of feeling towards somebody, something,
you can hardly get rid of it afterwards.
I am just trying to adapt to THE everything, everyone new around me.
It's kind of difficult...
I discover that... I am indifferent to them...
so tired of establishing new circle of friends...
and I can not show my everything, try not to open up myself too much...
It's like building up everything again from the very beginning, and with constraints...
tired.