hard to describe

It's complicated,
how I feel like these days.
Sometimes, I feel so happy, just like a feather,
flowing in the air, without any weight, I am freed.
Sometimes, I am suffocated,
it's like my heart is laid with a piece of lead,
I can't breathe.
Sometimes, I feel like going to explode,
it's like something like bomb is hiding inside my body,
driving me crazy.

I think,
I just need a deep deep breath.
wooo, fuuuuu. wooo, fuuuuu.