11/27/2004

Dear Graduand,

拿了畢業袍之後
興奮跟憂鬱的心情一直交替

很久沒有找過朋友
我最近有點抑鬱
如果你們有空
請在星期一至五撥電話給我
留留sms也好
很想念大家

臨近畢業禮,
我好像有點害怕。

11/25/2004

前進

想起幾個月以前跟自己說的話:
「讓我再造造夢,在踫到『此路不通』的牌子之前。」
想起了跟空姐同學共赴南美的約定
很想念朋友們

不要為仍然活著而沾沾自喜,
要有所要求,
才能活在夢想之中。 ----隔窗未了緣

我不怕被投閒置散,
那牌子尚未出現,
走著瞧!

11/22/2004

thru the transparency

朋友說起頑固,
我想,
我比她和他更甚。

不知道為甚麼
忽然就一點興緻都沒有了
很令人沮喪

11/18/2004

......

wheels of time
round and round and round
The outlook, the faces, the minds of us transformed, developed and changed.
Can we recognise ourselves after months?
even if we can do so at this moment, can we be so sure after years? and how about after decades?
The marriage of my friend impacted on my points of view.
What is love, what is life, what is the meaning of being with another person who is so different from you? The person who has a different background and different habits, how can you expect him/her to bring you anything or vice versa?
After phrase of simple happiness, the crushes come.

11/17/2004

我想跑
卻在走
我想進步
卻停滯不前
我想快
卻很慢


唉。

11/13/2004

embarrassment

Needa polish my social and presentation skills.
From time to time, I have embarrassed others thus myself is embarrassed,
I dun want these to happen again.
Moving home is such a long and troublesome process,
everyone is exhausted and bad-tempered.
Anyway, looking forward to the new home new space new people.

11/11/2004

搬家

很久沒有收拾過自己的貯物櫃
裡面藏著許多中學小學生活的點滴
今天搬家
把所有東西收進箱子
重看舊信件、舊卡片
百感交集


時日遠去了,回憶還在。

11/07/2004

我居然玩占卜求籤等等等等的迷信東西,
最近真的覺得自己笨了。我的腦袋呀,不要生草啊~


小妹問:「為什麼我有時候很費力的想記起一些東西,卻總是想不起?」
如果你是我你會怎麼答?
我想,我答得不錯。