In depth

Traumas are just lying there
without any sound and movement
they are just there.

When people commented,
I realise how weak and pessimistic is me...
I am always overwhelmed by excessive emotions, and they turn me into ashes from time to time.

I couldn't help searching for passion in others' eyes.

Everytime I am hurt,
it's about emotions, minor facial expressions or gestures.

Ty once named me as relationship police...
I just hate to be like this.
I want to live happily with everyone surrounding me feeling gay.

Unfortunately,
my will to happiness lay a lead in my heart.